Well, there's one thing that I dun like with regards to relationships. Being in, out or just in the process of liking someone.

That is, the feeling of insecurity and the feeling of uncertainty. Maybe the environment I was brought up in has created such traits in me. But still, I dun like it one bit.

Well, maybe its also because of the music i've been listening to.

well, its the song on this page and here's the lyrics.

When I told god that i had fallen in love,
I never thought we'd part like this.

When I found out that we'd never touch again,
I wanted you to hold me one last time.

It's long long goodbye,

We said goodbye so many times.
Tell me it was for the best.
Waving goodbye is kindness, right?

What i want now is strength.

The day i met you, my star started to shine and i was born
If i had your love i would have myself
I was waiting for a hopeless miracle, what am i to do?
The tears streamed down my face, and the twinkle of the planet was gone.

I won't forget. Your warmth, your kindness, and the way you wrapped your arms around me.
It's long long goodbye,

Goodbye goodbye my beloved
because i had you, i was able to move forward.

I'm not alone, am I?
What i want now is an answer.

Grab a hold of me like a blazing comet and light this fire.

I want to love, I want to be loved.

What can one shivering person do in this world?
I continued to tremble and my facade faded, I've longed for.
Why is this happening?
The tears are overflowing.
They won't stop.

The day i met you, my star started to shine and I was born.
When that happens, come find me.
Don't ever let go of me again, hold on to me tight.

I want you to whisper that I'm not alone on this planet.

(1) So Waddaya Think! 10:56:00 AM